and there goes my wisdoms!

went for a full body local anesthetic operation to remove 4 of my wisdom tooth yesterday.
and though ive recovered pretty much already but i still wanna complain that i almost really really died of hunger yesterday while fasting from food/drinks for a whole of 21hrs just so i wont vomit after the op! 18hrs- from my last dinner at 9pm till 6pm where i finally got home to have a bowl of tau hua from mr bean to slip down my throat! (: thanks mummy for getting me tau hua, jelly, gui ling gao, yoghurt and icecream so that i could have them if im hungry at home (: and thanks mummy for accompanying me throughout the whole thing (: thanks daddy too for bringing me my jacket when i was freezing on the hospital bed (: i felt so loved to have them taking care of me when i need them to (: so thats what family members are meant for (: im sorry that ive being so rebellious and all for the past few years hee but i'll try to change for the better and be nicer to you folks! d:
ps: for my friends who smsed me before my operation, thankyou! really appreciate it (:

WHAT I DID LAST SUMMER- my updates for the whole of august all in one post!

met my jc peepz for a gathering at clarke quay central where we had a hard time choosing where we wanna have our dinner BECOS OMGZOR THE FISHERMAN WHARF WE WERE PLANNING TO GO TO DISAPPEARED! must have shifted away or closed down haha stupid uhh. but SEOUL YUMMY'S not bad too and we had a great time catching up over dinner esp on the part where we were discussing joan's newly found angmoh boyfriend whom we even utilised an iphone to search her facebook for photos. ha! sneaky but hilarious! :D


the girls (: hee i love them, never fail to laugh till my cheeks sore when im out with them and ofcos, theres yongbing and boon too!
they were busy grabbing icecream for desserts so ops not in the groupie photo :p


met siping, siying and yixuan for a meal at THE HANDBURGER!
joan shinye and the others were supposed to meet us too but they were caught up with some stuff so its just the 4 of us (:


i kinda like their menu, very unique and cute but some pieces were rather torn at the corners alrdy..


on above, i ordered the works- a must try from the handburger! its thick and juicy and i love the meat!
on the bottom its siping's portebello- the healthier choice with greeny herb-like thing sprinkled over the meat!


siying just removed 1 wisdom tooth only a day ago so she could only sip mushroom soup hahas!


chatting over dinner with you girls are never never enough! (;


and theres 'THE DESPICABLE ME' movie that i really really had a great time cramping my stomach with all those laughter all the while i was watching these minions in the cinema!! they're really cute and hilarious i wish i could have one of these minions as pet!!
its a great animated movie worth every penny spent watching! :D


YES i met up with my secondary sch peepz too! everybody's doing great and im glad that thou we only meet once in a long while, all of us are still as easy-going! just like those good old days where we could joke around so super casually!
laihock i wont ever get sick at your sense of humor and john-jason-szekai i love you guys' nonsense hahaha! (:


our feast at crystal jade's XIAOLONGBAO steamboat buffet- yep all the xiaolongbaos' on freeflow!


thankyou laihock for cooking the food for me cos u were sitted besides me (;


love how we cook and get food for each other and thankyou choonyew for picking the prawn shells for sandy and me!! how nice ((:


i swear i ate 3 'longs' of these xiaolongbaos on my own!



those huge pieces of meat just never fail to amaze us and it tastes as good as the way it looks damn fresh to us! oh ya did i mention we had this buffet at midnight? we started eating at near 11pm and ate our way through to 2am! this was madness cause some of us actually felt really sleepy when we just started the feast. but well midnight's always the time where all of us could be available altogether :D


went to mind's cafe with my uni gang for games and this too, was madness! all of us throwing out our wits to make urself the winner of it all or rather, not to be the loser at the end of the game! great gathering too and our next one will be to play wii/guitar heroes together :D ps: no ones ever too old for games!

haha im just bombing this post with pictures first! and theres more to come :D

hello my blog!

omg no time to update you for wayyyyy sooo longggg alrdy.
haha but im typing this now cause im slacking during work time (;
ok, i'll put pictures up once im really free to do so! hmm lost track of what ive done for the past 1 month but pictures are always there to make me rem those happy memories when im out with my friends :D wanna update here with pics i took during my friends' commencement, my 8days of fun while working for the production crew of nus commencement, xlb buffet gathering with my sec sch clique, minds cafe day with my uni clique, games day we had at bazhang's house few weeks back and the crazy night i had laughing away with yizhen siping wenting seng and shaun yesterday!!!!!
ah yes theres my proudest album of photos that i took from the singapore garden festival too *v*
loves my dslr truckloads for being able to capture so many vibrant colors!!!!!

COMMENCEMENT 2010

with jereld my best buddy in almost everything haha (;


and with zhaoxiu! haha somehow i just like this photo with you and yeah i shall join you in becoming an air stewardess next yr (;

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL MY DEARIE DEAR FRIENDS WHO HAVE FRESHLY GRADUATED THIS WEEKEND!
hee i really feel so so happy for all of you and this weekend had been a total crazy one spent camwhoring at every moment possible.
i swear i have never taken this many photos within a day; and guess what, i actually brought my dslr to the commencement to want to take photos with my friends but in the end i didnt take it out to snap any at all! everyones alrdy holding a camera and they're all going 'hey! take photo take photo'
its funny but yup, everyones so damn excited to have pictures with friends who came for their commencement! so i just happily kept my dslr in my bag while i roam around and around to have pictures with my fresh graduate friends (using their cams)! :DD oh well, maybe i was tired from work itself that i was lazy to use my bulky ds to take!

i have no time to update my blog for now :(
so many stuff took place and i haven have the chance to post it up here yet haha.
will be back here when my job for the commencement thingy is over next week (:
hee up till now work has been really fun and funny with happy people around crapping our way through all the while.
rarrr, i really enjoy their company AND of course, the buffet meals we get to enjoy over there everyday.
can't imagine saying goodbyes to them when everything ends.

"im never good at goodbyes. don't think ill ever be."

WEEKEND CRUISE

went on a short trip with my family last weekend on the cruise, which stopped by at redang for an afternoon.
hee ive always loved the redang beach ever since i went there exactly 1yr ago with siping, yizhen and wenting! but this time round i got to try the banana boat with my brother and 3 of his friends :DD ohmygod the gang of them went up and snatched all the backseats while leaving the first seat for me- seriously, THANKS AH and i really screamed my heart and lungs out when the thingy pulled us off towards the wave!
anyway, it was really fun and i enjoyed it- despite being slapped hard by the sea when we were forced to fall from that banana!
and yup, ive managed to stuff a lot of food into me over 3days of sailing too haha! love their breakfast feast especially *v*

MEET UP WITH MISS ONG YIZHEN AT CHINATOWN!

'AWESOME' shot taken by seng that we cant stop laughing at!
because he says ops the picture is like a bit slanted. but it aint 'a bit', its 'very'!


i then cropped and straightened our photo into this! (;


yizhen and seng (:


and us girls again ♥

we managed to grab yizhen to chinatown straightaway once shes finally back to singapore after her student exchange! haha! miss ya babe!
and i miss us fooling around altogether on the basketball court too- though siping and i still does that every friday when ure not around d:
hee anyways, ure finally finally finally back :D enjoy more of our local food and goodies thats really missing overseas k, and, welcome home!!

something nice that ive stumbled upon....

Heartbreaks & Breakups are the hardest kind of work, so there be any credit for enduring them?
If not, how do you retain a sense of value when you have nothing to show for it?
Because at the end, of yet another failed relationship, when all you have are war wounds and self-doubt, you have to wonder,
what's it all worth?

...Fate, that crazy concept that we are not really responsible for the course of our lives, that fate is all predestined, written in the stars.
Maybe that explains why, if you live in a city where you can't see the stars, your love life tends to feel a little more random.
Given that every person you meet, every kiss, every heartache is pre-ordered from some cosmic catalogue,
Can we still take the wrong step and wander off our own personal Milky Way? Can you make a mistake & miss your FATE?

Can you really forgive something that you cannot forget at all?

Relationships; there are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old & familiar, those that bring up lots of questions,
those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, those that bring you back,
but the exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all, is the one that you have with yourself.......
and if you find someone to love the 'you' you love.....well, that's just fabulous. =)

Life's pretty much like this, if you're open-minded, that's good, if you're judgemental, that's bad.
But are we too quick to judge judgement?
Perhaps judgement is not so much a snap decision as an warning or say, a detection device.
If it is instantly clear that a place, profession or the person you like is not for you, is it better to ignore your better judgement and read between the lines?
or should we judge the book by its cover?

The world is filled with good fathers. How do we recognize them? They're the ones who are missed so terribly that everything falls apart in their absence, they're the ones who loved us long before we've arrive into the world, they're the ones who come looking for us when we can't find our way home.
Yes, the world is filled with good fathers, and the best are the ones who make the women in their life feel like good mothers.

Love - incomparably thee greatest psychotherapeutic agent - is something that professional psychiatry cannot of itself create, focus, nor release.

People end up believing things that appear right before their eyes, never confirming whether they are real or not...
But, what's truly precious is, intimacy.
It might be invisible like the atmosphere, but it is there.

People indeed have two faces.
The ugly one alone is not all that you are.
What is important is to confront the opposite you without averting your eyes.
Because being human, is having both of them within you.

TOKYO DISNEYLAND

awesomee pictures taken by my friend at tokyo disneyland (;
got me thinking of where i shld plan my grad trip with my friends to for next yr haha,
shinye shall we head down to tokyo?! sounds great right!!

gonna be an emo potato for one last day and then i shall spring back to my happy life again (:
friends if you see this please ask me out because its holidays- a holiday to be filled with a lot of catching ups and meetups and many many more (;

Any Other World- Mika

In any other world you could tell the difference
And let it all unfurl into broken remnants

Smile like you mean it, and let yourself let go

Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in

I tried to live alone but lonely is so lonely, alone
So human as I am I had to give up my defences

So I smiled and tried to mean it, To let myself let go
........

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officially moving on, cause ive finally got a closure from gary. though i still dont understand why he links it to him having no future and thats hes useless when i ask for the reason that he dont want me anymore. and that he dont want to commit and just wants to be alone.

back then he taught me that i should pick up my courage to let a guy know if i like him. so now im letting you know, i like you. but i know i have to let you go. and though i cant be the one to be besides you to make you smile, i still hope that you will stay happy forever.
because that was my 21st birthday wish, that "gary can stay happy forever"
while i forgot to wish for us to be happy forever.

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” -marilyn monroe

PIXAR EXHIBITION / SCIENCE CENTRE

went to science centre for the pixar exhibition with dear siping and our new friend szeyin and ofcos, szeyin's friends! its a pretty interesting exhibition that opens up the many things involved in the making of an animated movie and i can only find 1 word to describe it: WOW!
haha really, so much effort and work have to be put altogether before an animated movie could be screened! at least for the time frame its about 4years. sounds longgg enough right! no photography are allowed in the exhibition hall so yup, we took pictures outside and at the science centre itself.
oh man, talking about science centre, its being ages since ive been back there and it feels good to be amazed by those tiny things inside once again? haha, took super lots of stupid silly photos with siping inside! overall, its a happy day out for us as we go 'omg so nice!' at all the interesting stuff we saw and that we practically camwhored whenever possible :DD

MIKA SOUNDS CONCERT

$0.00 complimentary tickets- meaning FREE ((((((;


~went with the whole gang of siping's interning friends and youths from their company event~


where MIKA appears and all the singing, screaming and cheering starts WOOHOO~



love the stage design and lightings and all, esp those ongoing videoclips on that huge screen right at the center of the stage!!!


crazy crowd that made the concert even cooler!!!


for some reason i just love this photo (;



hee ♥ mika on piano ♥ and his voice is jussss ♥ !!


wee lotsa cameras held up as that huge puppet popped up on stage!
not surprising either since its rare chance to have mika sitting there for us to take photo of else he'll probably be off jumping all ard the stage!


as for the last surprise.....


the stage changed into a whole burst of flowery partyy! its was awesomely cute and beautiful!


definitely a GREAT concert by all that made everybodys night ;D


hee tired looking us!

got to enjoy a great concert by MIKA thanks to the free ticket that siping's boss had got for us all!
MIKA's performance was really really spontaneous and energetic and of course, really entertaining! ;D
hee love him lots! and btw all the mika pictures were taken by siping's digi cam cos some nosey security guard made me delete photos from my dslr as professional cameras are not allowed for the concert. lol!

oh ohh i wanna add on that i actually wore 'couple wear' with MIKA for his concert! ha! its me in 'blue and white strip dress' and him in that 'red and white strip shirt' for most of his songs ;D what a coincidence!