and there goes my wisdoms!

went for a full body local anesthetic operation to remove 4 of my wisdom tooth yesterday.
and though ive recovered pretty much already but i still wanna complain that i almost really really died of hunger yesterday while fasting from food/drinks for a whole of 21hrs just so i wont vomit after the op! 18hrs- from my last dinner at 9pm till 6pm where i finally got home to have a bowl of tau hua from mr bean to slip down my throat! (: thanks mummy for getting me tau hua, jelly, gui ling gao, yoghurt and icecream so that i could have them if im hungry at home (: and thanks mummy for accompanying me throughout the whole thing (: thanks daddy too for bringing me my jacket when i was freezing on the hospital bed (: i felt so loved to have them taking care of me when i need them to (: so thats what family members are meant for (: im sorry that ive being so rebellious and all for the past few years hee but i'll try to change for the better and be nicer to you folks! d:
ps: for my friends who smsed me before my operation, thankyou! really appreciate it (:

i have no time to update my blog for now :(
so many stuff took place and i haven have the chance to post it up here yet haha.
will be back here when my job for the commencement thingy is over next week (:
hee up till now work has been really fun and funny with happy people around crapping our way through all the while.
rarrr, i really enjoy their company AND of course, the buffet meals we get to enjoy over there everyday.
can't imagine saying goodbyes to them when everything ends.

"im never good at goodbyes. don't think ill ever be."

-8 teeth in total

rarrr i just got my braces out and am still putting on retainers And my wisdom teeth are coming out alrdy! GAAA hope i'll be able to cope with the pain!
for the sake of my pretty pretty set of teeth, i shall get it over and done with real soon! XD

ps: thankyou for accompanying me for 3whole hours at that slow poke polyclinic- just to get a referral letter to the National Dental Centre for my wisdom tooth extraction (:

hee saw this cute plush toys online and realised that giraffe can look really really cuteee too! haha my friends owas say i look like a giraffe when we go to the zoo and then i'll frown~hmm not anymore now that i know giraffe can be pretty cute too (;

today was supposedly our 6th months anniv....and weeks back i was still thinking of what i should get for him, but well we didnt last till this day....

the last time we had a date was only 3weeks ago- 24april.
i remember because that was after my first paper....we had dinner and movie, u sent me home all the way to sengkang,
you kissed me a lot on that day because you said you missed me. that was a saturday and we both knew we wont have time to meet till the next friday comes because i have 3more papers over the week; so you kissed me once more for each of the days that we wont be seeing each other. one for sunday, one for monday, one for tuesday, one for wednesday, one for thursday and then you said you'll kiss me again when we see each other on friday~ but, not anymore :(

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“Just friends, it’s almost impossible. Especially if it was something more than that. Going back to friends is just a way of trying to twist and mold it into something else, something else that keeps us both holding on by strings, when all we really need is to let go, be free from one another.
On the other hand, to let go- to accept that you aren’t what the other person wants can crush you. But once you let go, once you really say goodbye. It’s eventually better for you. There is no obligation, no worry, and no need to still make the other person happy.”

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i was happy before i met him. i would be happy once again.

Slacking As Usual (whenever possible)

but at least im done with 1paper already!
and that module's notes were already dumped into some rubbish bin at VivoCity few hours after my exam hahaha.
watched BountyHunter with gary....some parts are really funny and jennifer aniston is really really pretty!
so yup, i had a good evening out with him- while im tired and bored as usual, he's really hyper for yesterday, jumping and bumping all around commenting on almost everything around us! haha so cute d:
how i wish we could hang out like that everyday, but not for the moment, boohoohoo.
ok back to preparation for the remaining 3papers coming in 3days, AHH i h a t e it.

ZZZZZZZ

sleep study eat facebook sleep read notes snack sleep watch videos sleep walk aimlessly around my house take a nap eat sweets chips icecream sleep study eat facebook sleep read notes snack sleep watch videos sleep walk aimlessly around my house take a nap eat sweets chips icecream sleep study eat facebook sleep read notes snack sleep watch videos sleep walk aimlessly around my house take a nap eat sweets chips icecream roll my eyes, yeah this is the viscous cycle im having now when i spend my whole study week at home ROARRR! when will exams be over man! and theres this huge huge zzzzz monster thats constantly hovering around me making me sleep more than the amount of time i am awake with those eerey notes or otherwise, fb/msn/songs/shows/food! -_-