something nice that ive stumbled upon....

Heartbreaks & Breakups are the hardest kind of work, so there be any credit for enduring them?
If not, how do you retain a sense of value when you have nothing to show for it?
Because at the end, of yet another failed relationship, when all you have are war wounds and self-doubt, you have to wonder,
what's it all worth?

...Fate, that crazy concept that we are not really responsible for the course of our lives, that fate is all predestined, written in the stars.
Maybe that explains why, if you live in a city where you can't see the stars, your love life tends to feel a little more random.
Given that every person you meet, every kiss, every heartache is pre-ordered from some cosmic catalogue,
Can we still take the wrong step and wander off our own personal Milky Way? Can you make a mistake & miss your FATE?

Can you really forgive something that you cannot forget at all?

Relationships; there are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old & familiar, those that bring up lots of questions,
those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, those that bring you back,
but the exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all, is the one that you have with yourself.......
and if you find someone to love the 'you' you love.....well, that's just fabulous. =)

Life's pretty much like this, if you're open-minded, that's good, if you're judgemental, that's bad.
But are we too quick to judge judgement?
Perhaps judgement is not so much a snap decision as an warning or say, a detection device.
If it is instantly clear that a place, profession or the person you like is not for you, is it better to ignore your better judgement and read between the lines?
or should we judge the book by its cover?

The world is filled with good fathers. How do we recognize them? They're the ones who are missed so terribly that everything falls apart in their absence, they're the ones who loved us long before we've arrive into the world, they're the ones who come looking for us when we can't find our way home.
Yes, the world is filled with good fathers, and the best are the ones who make the women in their life feel like good mothers.

Love - incomparably thee greatest psychotherapeutic agent - is something that professional psychiatry cannot of itself create, focus, nor release.

People end up believing things that appear right before their eyes, never confirming whether they are real or not...
But, what's truly precious is, intimacy.
It might be invisible like the atmosphere, but it is there.

People indeed have two faces.
The ugly one alone is not all that you are.
What is important is to confront the opposite you without averting your eyes.
Because being human, is having both of them within you.

TOKYO DISNEYLAND

awesomee pictures taken by my friend at tokyo disneyland (;
got me thinking of where i shld plan my grad trip with my friends to for next yr haha,
shinye shall we head down to tokyo?! sounds great right!!

gonna be an emo potato for one last day and then i shall spring back to my happy life again (:
friends if you see this please ask me out because its holidays- a holiday to be filled with a lot of catching ups and meetups and many many more (;

Any Other World- Mika

In any other world you could tell the difference
And let it all unfurl into broken remnants

Smile like you mean it, and let yourself let go

Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in

I tried to live alone but lonely is so lonely, alone
So human as I am I had to give up my defences

So I smiled and tried to mean it, To let myself let go
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officially moving on, cause ive finally got a closure from gary. though i still dont understand why he links it to him having no future and thats hes useless when i ask for the reason that he dont want me anymore. and that he dont want to commit and just wants to be alone.

back then he taught me that i should pick up my courage to let a guy know if i like him. so now im letting you know, i like you. but i know i have to let you go. and though i cant be the one to be besides you to make you smile, i still hope that you will stay happy forever.
because that was my 21st birthday wish, that "gary can stay happy forever"
while i forgot to wish for us to be happy forever.

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” -marilyn monroe

PIXAR EXHIBITION / SCIENCE CENTRE

went to science centre for the pixar exhibition with dear siping and our new friend szeyin and ofcos, szeyin's friends! its a pretty interesting exhibition that opens up the many things involved in the making of an animated movie and i can only find 1 word to describe it: WOW!
haha really, so much effort and work have to be put altogether before an animated movie could be screened! at least for the time frame its about 4years. sounds longgg enough right! no photography are allowed in the exhibition hall so yup, we took pictures outside and at the science centre itself.
oh man, talking about science centre, its being ages since ive been back there and it feels good to be amazed by those tiny things inside once again? haha, took super lots of stupid silly photos with siping inside! overall, its a happy day out for us as we go 'omg so nice!' at all the interesting stuff we saw and that we practically camwhored whenever possible :DD

MIKA SOUNDS CONCERT

$0.00 complimentary tickets- meaning FREE ((((((;


~went with the whole gang of siping's interning friends and youths from their company event~


where MIKA appears and all the singing, screaming and cheering starts WOOHOO~



love the stage design and lightings and all, esp those ongoing videoclips on that huge screen right at the center of the stage!!!


crazy crowd that made the concert even cooler!!!


for some reason i just love this photo (;



hee ♥ mika on piano ♥ and his voice is jussss ♥ !!


wee lotsa cameras held up as that huge puppet popped up on stage!
not surprising either since its rare chance to have mika sitting there for us to take photo of else he'll probably be off jumping all ard the stage!


as for the last surprise.....


the stage changed into a whole burst of flowery partyy! its was awesomely cute and beautiful!


definitely a GREAT concert by all that made everybodys night ;D


hee tired looking us!

got to enjoy a great concert by MIKA thanks to the free ticket that siping's boss had got for us all!
MIKA's performance was really really spontaneous and energetic and of course, really entertaining! ;D
hee love him lots! and btw all the mika pictures were taken by siping's digi cam cos some nosey security guard made me delete photos from my dslr as professional cameras are not allowed for the concert. lol!

oh ohh i wanna add on that i actually wore 'couple wear' with MIKA for his concert! ha! its me in 'blue and white strip dress' and him in that 'red and white strip shirt' for most of his songs ;D what a coincidence!

hello MIKA, cya later (;

starry petals

joined some friends at hort park this morning where i managed to pick up some photography skills from them XD
wanna share the first photo here as you can actually see a star shape on the flower petals. its nice isnt it? (:

DINNER AT 15 MINS

XD i had dinner with siying and siping at 15mins thats located at Lasalle! its a cool restaurant with really nice ambience. we tried their signature fish and chip dish, oriental duck pizza, fiery chicken thigh and udon & prawn salad. their duck pizza tastes great but i still love the one at timbre more (;


the fiery chicken thigh was too hot for us while the fish & chips' really nice and highly reccommanded!


noticed the color difference between both photos? ones take with flash and ones w/o flash!


Friends Food & Fame at 15mins (;
the restaurant actually has a small stage at the front for students to perform on certain occasions so fame is included as well. anyways, the design of the place looks really nice and though we may appear tiny in the photo, we still wanna take a picture with it! haha the slanted ground makes our height difference even greater XD


siying and siping, with the background of Lasalle school behind them. how i wish NUS could look this nice and trendy too and i'll definitely go to school happily everyday with no complains. NUS is just too hot for studying at, we need more air-conditioned spaces!



and before we head home, we went over to illuma side to have KOI milktea with pearl! its my new favourite now~ almost as good as those ive had at 台北! we're quite full after that dinner but there'll always be space left for KOI (;

our very LAST lab together

ive just finished my last lab session this week and im really glad that im finally done with all these lab thingy!
BUT, its still sad to know that i wont be touching all these chem-y stuff ever again! so its both :) and :( at the same time.

aha and since its our last lab together, allll of us stayed on to take photos together. haha its kinda ironic that for once, none of us are eager to leave the lab after we're done with our experiments- we kept loitering around our fumehoods area and wanna take photos of ourselves in lab coat and safety goggles attire!


the pictures above were taken at the canteen where our TA insisted on treating us drinks before we leave! thats him, the one in green....i hate him for being too naggy and forever trying to disturb us during lab and giving us funny answers when we're asking him questions seriously! oh well but we wont say no to free drinks!

hee i was still worried initially that i wont have any friends to do this module with me when i went for the first lab session. but thanks to you guys, lab was interesting fun and crappy! thanks for helping me collect/wash apparatus and stuff whenever im late for lab and waiting 2whole hrs for me when i had to redo one of the experiment! i felt soo guilty to make you all wait but am still glad that you guys stayed on and waited for me (:

ps: we all look so soo happy in the photos right ;D