ive got my ring back! (: and it still fits my finger..well its eh, a little bit loose thou (:
am glad that i finally have the courage to look you in the eye too. bcos for all these while, i haven been able to look at you directly. i was scared that ill miss you even more.

but i have to admit that when i saw you yesterday, i realised i still cant get over you. whatever ive been doing over these 6mths to make myself not think of you- 'things like keeping myself occupied, going out with friends, trying to act happy...' all goes to make me miss you even more when im tired out at the end of each day. and however carefree i may seem to ppl out there, i am not happy at all.

i even tried going out with a new guy. i thought finding a replacement could make me forget you.
i dono how it happened but i really was thinking of you when he kissed me :(

i feel soo soo stupid that this didnt work. i really really regret not loving you right when we were together. and im really really sad i dont have you by my side anymore. i was stressed out with schwork , really. taking 6modules that sem wasnt easy and i am the kind who'll just say 'im not stressed' when what really is was that im really stressed out. and sorry, that i took out my stress on you cos youre the closest boy i have. i know i shldnt have threw my tantrums on you. sorry.

i feel really happy today!

hey, i feel really really happy today! (:
i dono how this feeling came about, but im really glad i can have this feeling of comfort back again. im contended (:

daddy mummy just called home!

i miss them (: and im glad that theyre enjoying their holidays at china- 九寨溝 (: hee pls do come back to your dear daughter when uve enjoyed enough huh! i have no dinner when im left here on my own and 2weeks is very long you know! and yea im sulking cos i cldnt go with you all and i really wld like to see the beautiful place with my own eyes ughhh! mummy you better take some decent photos back to show me that great place haha! (:

COOKIES MONSTERS OUT FOR NOMINGS

loves this photo much too and guess what?! its taken on a bus, background: wengyin's bag!

wanna get one for wengyin initially which then made i feel like getting one for myself
and SO i ended up buying three! for dear weiwei too ofcos (:

DAVE DAYS!

hee here i found another coolio with his super awesomeee and niceee original songs that i cant stop listening to!
they're 'olive you (i love you)' and 'what does it takes'
hmph kurt, sam and dave can you ppl stop getting famous on youtube only and just get out there!!

its just kurt and sam, and, sam and kurt!

their first ever mashup song 'love the way you lie/dynamite/teenage dream' that got people streaming in to subscribe to their music!


heres sam singing 'king of anything' while kurt does the beat-boxing and everything else


and heres sam singing 'dj got us falling in love' and kurt playing the electric keyboard and rapping, omg kurt can rap! ^^


hee and heres one of my fav video with kurt in it- its him playing the piano soo soo beautifully while his friend jake sings the song.


and finally, kurt sings! -by popular requests from all fans of his


and when i thought kurt is already bursting with all those talents after seeing all those videos he'd done up with sam and jake....i found this- an original song produced by kurt! he wrote it and directed the recording of this music video with sam in it. how can?! how can a yale university undergraduate be able to do sooo many of these awesome things! haha but well, he did.


and i just had to include this short film in this post too- its one kurt did for his senior graduating year, which he had the honor to play it during the graduation ceremony. i thought its a really professional film! haha, kurt just did it again. and im looking forward to more of his uploads! hes definitely shining his way thru to becoming a great music producer and filmmaker ^^