June 23, 2010
Any Other World- Mika
In any other world you could tell the difference
And let it all unfurl into broken remnants
Smile like you mean it, and let yourself let go
Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in
I tried to live alone but lonely is so lonely, alone
So human as I am I had to give up my defences
So I smiled and tried to mean it, To let myself let go
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officially moving on, cause ive finally got a closure from gary. though i still dont understand why he links it to him having no future and thats hes useless when i ask for the reason that he dont want me anymore. and that he dont want to commit and just wants to be alone.
back then he taught me that i should pick up my courage to let a guy know if i like him. so now im letting you know, i like you. but i know i have to let you go. and though i cant be the one to be besides you to make you smile, i still hope that you will stay happy forever.
because that was my 21st birthday wish, that "gary can stay happy forever"
while i forgot to wish for us to be happy forever.