today was supposedly our 6th months anniv....and weeks back i was still thinking of what i should get for him, but well we didnt last till this day....

the last time we had a date was only 3weeks ago- 24april.
i remember because that was after my first paper....we had dinner and movie, u sent me home all the way to sengkang,
you kissed me a lot on that day because you said you missed me. that was a saturday and we both knew we wont have time to meet till the next friday comes because i have 3more papers over the week; so you kissed me once more for each of the days that we wont be seeing each other. one for sunday, one for monday, one for tuesday, one for wednesday, one for thursday and then you said you'll kiss me again when we see each other on friday~ but, not anymore :(

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“Just friends, it’s almost impossible. Especially if it was something more than that. Going back to friends is just a way of trying to twist and mold it into something else, something else that keeps us both holding on by strings, when all we really need is to let go, be free from one another.
On the other hand, to let go- to accept that you aren’t what the other person wants can crush you. But once you let go, once you really say goodbye. It’s eventually better for you. There is no obligation, no worry, and no need to still make the other person happy.”

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i was happy before i met him. i would be happy once again.